Sunday, March 13, 2011
I never really know how to mix personal stuff with sewing and craft stuff on this blog, but here goes. Right now I'm sitting in the midst of my entire bubble-wrapped, boxed-up life. Again. Actually for the 6th time in the last 14 months. No need to rehash the whole hellish experience, but it started with a seemingly wonderful relationship going really, really bad. And ever since then I've been on the run. Mostly to avoid the temptation to go back to a bad situation. Now I'm two states away, and my sub-let is up and I'm packing again. I try to be positive. It's good to invite change, take chances, avoid old-bad situations. And so on. But the truth is if there was anyway for me to make it work with my ex in a non-toxic, healthy way I would high-tail it back there. This is an exhausting way for a soon-to-be 40 woman to live her life. But right now I don't know what else to do.