Monday, April 23, 2007
The last few weeks have been a jarring mix of can’t-get-out-of-bed despair, and a surprising sense of excitement at change and possibility in my life. The things that used to be ‘my life,’ my relationship, my home, my dog, feel very far away, perhaps because my physical location has changed so much. From living in the flats, I am now high above LA, looking over a foggy canyon, listening to the birds, the rain and occasionally even the coyotes. The hardest part is the fact that my boyfriend and I see each other every day, and must talk and collaborate constantly. A huge burden has been put on my shoulders---for the sake of our business I have to keep quiet about the gut-wrenching, shockingly inappropriate behavior at the heart of our separation. So I work, and I deal with it. I work and I deal. I work and I deal….
Thursday, April 19, 2007
cute, soft Debbie Bliss Cashmerino. This lace pattern has been pulled and ripped and yanked to bits, as I hack away at it over 30 Rock and my tears...! I had planned to make some cute and cool outfits to wear to Coachella, but it looks like this might be all I have to show for my efforts....